Credit for this picture belongs to Madeleine Burke of Flikr. It's beautiful.
Where does the line cross from touching feet to playing footsies?
If you just leave your foot there and allow the other person to keep theirs there as well, are you playing footsies or just both being too stubborn to move your feet.
When do you ask the question if something has begun?
When do you understand the things you feel?
There are a few different people because of whom I have these questions to think about. Some have more urgent priority. Some are so wrong for me but I can't shake the random attraction, and some are perfect, or so they seem.
Boys are much too confusing. I normally don't even care but my hormones refuse to let me forget the people I like.
Once again I find myself missing my fist "boyfriend," Chris and feeling bad about leading him on at the time because I didn't know what I wanted. Now I miss him occasionally and I miss his friendship more than anything. We didn't even begin as friends. We jumped straight from meeting at a show to having romantic conversations.
I want a real relationship. I don't need one. I am not going to go search for one and I
m not going to complain when one doesn't see its way to me.
Till next time...
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