Photo credit for the picture (before I edited it a bit) goes to Mandy Crandell of Flikr.
I have been so worried about us lately. I wanted to feel like we were as close as before and I knew I was wrong. I needed my own space. I needed to remember why I love you. I needed to feel like you were my best friend.
I am positive were still peachy. I know this because, no matter how hard I try to keep things to myself, to leave my problems in my own mind, I can never prevent myself from telling you. I will talk myself out of telling you something all day but by the time I see you or by the time were going to bed, I have to tell you. I need my best friends input. You are still a person I need in my life and I love. You are so important to me. If you meant nothing to me I wouldn't feel the need to tell you things. I wouldn't have my subconscious pushing the words out of my mouth into your ears no matter what. You always listen and respond and that is so important for me. you are truly a blessing in my life no matter how many small time "fights" we get into. I'm really sorry I am not as good of a listener to you as you are to me. Its my nature. I am too easily distracted but know I do love you and I want you to see that. To know that no matter how internally annoyed with you I can ever get, I still love you and I can never HATE you so please don't feel like I do.
with love,
Joanna
1 comment:
love you. i've been worrying too but you're so right. it just doesn't work for us not to be best friends. we've both been giving ourselves space from basically everything but i'm glad in the end we can still come back together. you mean the world to me and i love you <3333 (luv u miss u)
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